I love my husband, want to have sex, but I'm frustrated because I can't have him. I returned to my husband's parents' house for the Obon holiday. As expected, I was able to push away my incompetent father-in-law and my husband was able to have fun with local friends. My father-in-law realized that I was frustrated and pushed me down with force when we were alone, “Aren't you lonely? I will comfort you.” I'm gone. Before I was a wife, I was a woman.